I Loved You

I guess it will break my heart and I loved you

In the middle of the night

In the middle of your bed

You didn't hear the thoughts

I had in my head

Kept my lips on yours

So I thought you knew

I was praying to myself

That you felt it too

But I got scared you would leave

So I went back to sleep

If I'm being honest right now

I'd call us both out for keeping our walls up

And thinking they'd fall down like Tennessee rain

It don't work that way

It's too late, but just for the record

When I told you that we could be friends

What I really meant was to call me a couple months after

When I told you at the end that you were breaking my heart

I was saying I loved you backwards

Summer came around

But we got cold

I was shiny and new

Guess I got old

And a little part of me

Still has a little part of you

When I see you now

I can't say the truth

That I hate how happy you look

So I can't even look

If I'm being honest right now

I'd call us both out for keeping our walls up

And thinking they'd fall down like Tennessee rain

It don't work that way

It's too late, but just for the record

When I told you that I wish you the best, took the air out my chest

Then you moved on like I didn't matter

When I told you at the end that you were breaking my heart

I was saying I loved you backwards, yeah

The way you broke my heart was only 'cause I loved ya

The way you broke my heart was only 'cause I loved ya

The way you broke my heart was only 'cause I loved ya

The way you broke my heart

When I told you at the end that you were breaking my heart

I was saying I loved you backwards