Just Like Ice, I'm Numb to the Core

(I don't wanna die young) (Don't wanna wake up feeling numb) (Always searching for some love) (Always searching for some love) Left for dead All these voices in my head Filled with existential dread Now my eyes are bloody red Losing sight of me Losing track of the days Blacked out, I can't see Life's a trip, down the road of fate Nicotine fiend Falling in and out a dream What the fuck is real? Don't know what to think Don't know what to think I wish that I could see it all Behind and forward I try to call Out to somewhere safe Before I end up in my grave (I don't wanna die young) (Don't wanna wake up feeling numb) (Always searching for some love) (Always searching for some --) Just like ice I'm numb to the core Now I'm just some liquid bones My skin is melting off my bones Slowly dying on my own Now I can't seem to atone But this is the life I chose Now I'm paying what I owe If I scream loud enough Would you hear me? Would you listen Or ignore me? (I don't wanna die young) (Don't wanna wake up feeling numb) (Always searching for some love) (Always searching for some love)