I Am in Conflict, Pt. I

Obscured view in anticipation

Loss of consciousness in determination

I should have known that the tiny movement of a wing flapping

Could turn my whole world upside down

I take command

In this pointless argument

The facts at hand

No more countless compliments

I do demand

That this physical bond

Shall withstand

All future consequences

I feel the sound of my words

Reflecting from a hollow shell

Boiling blood rushes into my head

Is it worth it to live like this

Do I have the strength to persevere

I need to take a deep long breath

Are you even listening