I Don't Understand

When I'm asleep I leave the light on And try to breathe Relive the moment I was born I feel the breeze It feels electric Then mockery Another headache I reject Suppose the feeling's real You'd never know Suppose it's what you feel You'll never know That's what I don't understand That's what I don't know That's what I don't understand That's what I don't know Now I'm awake I leave the light on And take a swim Beneath the rocks and undertow I try to scream I don't remember where I've been A trampoline Another lack of oxygen Suppose the feeling's real You'd never know Suppose it's what you feel You'll never know That's what I don't understand That's what I don't know That's what I don't understand That's what I don't know I open my mouth but there's Nothing to swallow down I'm scratching my face like there's Something, farther down It's like a drug I turn the light off And pull the plug But still it always comes back on Suppose you change your mind And back again Suppose you had more time And adrenaline That's what I don't understand That's what I don't know That's what I don't understand That's what I don't know That's what I don't understand That's what I don't know That's what I don't understand That's what I don't know What I don't know