Stasis

How could I

Ever say goodbye

You'd think that I

Would let the past die

But

I've been running

I've been running

I've been running out of time all along

It's a constant war between head and heart

Make the plans but fail to start

I'm sick of ruminating

Contemplating

All these endings

But god

Every step I take

Always feels so vain

(I won't deny) the fear of change

(I won't deny) that it consumes me

I've seen my life fall out of place

Dominated by my mistakes

How is time

Still flowing on

I see your ghost

Still haunting

Trapped inside

My will is gone

I wish I could turn back time

I live within the lines

I blur the black and white

My blood, the ink in sight

Destroys my alibi

I'll break it down to see

What's become of me

A self made philosopher?

Masochistic cartographer?

Mapping the world as I see

Suffocating

Isolating

Lost my soul slowly fading

And we're the same you and me

The sun rises, sun sets

And we still wanna bleed

I wait to be forgotten

I'll show you what it's like

Survival of the shadows in the night

Just outside your frame of mind

How is time (How is time)

Still flowing on

I see your ghost

Still haunting

Trapped inside (Trapped inside)

My will is gone

I wish that I could just turn back time