Why am I second guessing

Is this all just my fault

See prayers on the wall

Staring at my phone and wish you would call

And tell me why you

Don't even want me

It haunts me

I gotta be different than I was

And I said these things don't want to play these games

I think I'm just too honest with what I want and I think that it's scaring you away

I'm just trying to make you get freaky on the stage

Now I see you and It's all pain

See you in my dreams making me deranged eyy

I'm mad

I'm furious

I'm seeing things

delirious

I'm saying things

It's curious

Is this all just my fault

It's all my fault you see

too damn anxious for the silence for me

Gotta take me off the leash

No way

She don't want to hold me

She don't want to know me

Ah nah nah nah

No way

She don't want to save me

She don't want to blame me

But I feel it still

Why am I second guessing

Is that all just my fault

See prayers on the wall

Staring at my phone and wish you would call

And tell me why you

Don't even want me

It haunts me

I gotta be different than I was

Why am I second guessing

Is that all just my fault

See prayers on the wall

Staring at my phone and wish you would call

And tell me why you

Don't even want me

It haunts me

I gotta be different than I was

Than I was

Than I was

And I don't know if I can

I need you to understand

The kind of man I am

The kind of shame I fought

The kind of game I brought

The kind of lane you need

Surely got to see

From my point of v

Why am I second guessing

Is this just a lesson

Gotta keep me guessing

Are you gone any second

Why am I second guessing

Is this just a lesson

Gotta keep me guessing

Are you gone any second