I know alot more now than i used to

I got alot more now pride than i used to

I got alot more time than i used to

I got alot more shine than i used to

I got alot more pain than i used to

I had alot more shame than i used to

I know i feel alot worst than i used to

I know im diferent im just not what you used to

I learned fam only fam if you stay close

I learned love is a bitch but i can't go

I get some people in my life i got to let go

All these wounds from my past that i kept close

I had feels come together at the worst time

I learned lies can be truth for the first time

I learned to (?) how to plain sight behind the verb lines

I ain't gonna lie its starting to feel just like the first time

I need to learn how to conseur forgiveness

I need to learn how to cope from the distance

I need to learn how to burn all my bridges

I need to earn what i yearn and we interest

I need to turn at the burp (?) with the fences (?)

But Ma's are coming "bob why?"

I dont trust alot of people

I be awkward defensive

But they can only see what's on the outside

I had lovers in the past but they all died

I won't got nowhere to go for the hard times

I won't got no where to be when im anxious

I can't even fall asleep unless im drinkin'

I got problems, but i act like its all good

I dont wanna play the victim

Already got the symptoms

I hate when i be acting like im not good

But im not

And it hurts when i say it but i know it (but i know it)

It hurts when i say it but i know it (but i know it)

It hurts when i say it but i (but i know it) (but i know it)

It hurts when i say it but i know it (but i know it)

It hurts when i say it but i know it (but i know it)

It hurts when i say it but i know it (i know it)

And it hurts when i say it but we gotta grow distant

It hurts when i say it but i gotta stay distant

It hurts when i say it but its not a safe distance

You gotta distant

It hurts when i say it but you gotta stay distant

And it hurts when i say it but we gotta grow distant

It hurts when i say it but its not a safe distance

You gotta stay distant

You gotta stay distant (you gotta stay distant you gotta stay distant you gotta stay distant you gotta stay you gotta stay distant you gotta stay distant you gotta stay distant you gotta stay distant)