Dead!

I put all my self worth

On the kitchen counter

Hoping that someone would claim it

But nobody does!

A family is a family

Until it comes to blood

And no one is around to

Clean it up!

So I always try to impress

Doesn’t matter who is best dressed

Oh, but it leaves me high and lonely

And stressed

So sometimes I think

I’m better off dead

Dead

Dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead

Sometimes I’m better off

Dead, dead, dead, dead, dead

Never leaving outside of my bed

It’s all in my head

I know

I spent all of September

Removing my regrets

And turned my phone into a waiting room

Just to walk through December

With a new pain in my neck

And a couple more tattoos

(Does mom know that? No.)

Reopening wounds like a cola can

Sorrow deepens the bass in the marching band

I thought to be better

You had to learn to be a man

I wish I could be closer to my friends

But sometimes fire is a better end

Yeah, sometimes I’m better off, better off, better off

Shut the fuck up, you know that

I’m better off, better off

Dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead

Sometimes I’m better off

Dead, dead, dead, dead, dead

Never leaving outside of my bed

It’s all in my head

I know

I put all my self worth

On the kitchen counter

Hoping that someone would claim it

But nobody does!

A family is a family

Until it comes to blood

And no one is around to

Sometimes I’m better off

Dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead

Sometimes I’m better off

Dead, dead, dead, dead, dead

Never leaving outside of my bed

It’s all in my head

I know