Love Sick

Normally I start to panic

Get too close I cut apart the strings

Typically, I break bad habits

But with you it happened naturally

Told myself that love is violent

Feelings fade and bitterness proceeds

When you're closer I don't mind it

Secretly I want you close to me

Sick of love

I'm tired of the bullshit

Fed up with subtracting names

Need someone

That isn't an equation

Only adding up to pain

But you're so

Hiding from my own emotions

Terrified of letting someone in

Just because I'm over closure

Doesn't mean I wanna start again

Trying to maintain composure

Let's pretend you're only just a friend

But if you leaned a little closer

I think you could fall into my head

Sick of love

I'm tired of the bullshit

Fed up with subtracting names

Need someone

That isn't an equation

Only adding up to pain

But you're so

Sometimes the doubt outweighs the feelings

I'm never sure who I should trust

I'm getting tired of breaking and healing

I'm getting sick of patching myself up

But you got me falling off through the ceiling

I get so dizzy when our lips touch

I wanna run away from my feelings

I can't remember which way is up

Sometimes the doubt outweighs the feelings

I'm never sure who I should trust

I'm getting tired of breaking and healing

I'm getting sick of patching myself up