Staying Gone

I'm a headache away

From not knowing what day of the week it is

I slept in yesterday's clothes

On the couch all alone

But it's better than running back to you again

I don't wanna be going back on my word

And find myself driving back down those curves

Back to your driveway

Wanna do this the right way

No matter how much it burns

So baby I've been staying gone

Away from your friends

Seeing them sends

Me back into this 100 proof

Baby I've been staying gone

Every day ends

Off the deep end

Just drowning out the thought of you

Yeah I keep on

Fighting like hell

To not wanna call ya

Wondering if I should've never called it off

Yeah baby

Leaving you hurt

But what's even worse

Is trying to move on

Cuz it's gonna kill me

Staying gone

I scroll through my phone

I see all your posts

It's looking like your hair's a little darker now

And girl you still have me running the tab

And trying to get my heart back to how you found it

You got me thinking back on my words

Drinking bout everything that we were

There's a back of my mind voice

Saying I made the right choice

No matter how much it burns

Baby I've been staying gone

Away from your friends

Seeing them sends

Me back into this 100 proof

Baby I've been staying gone

Every day ends

Off the deep end

Just drowning out the thought of you

Yeah I keep on

Fighting like hell

To not wanna call ya

Wondering if I should've never called it off

Yeah baby

Leaving you hurt

But what's even worse

Is trying to move on

Cuz it's gonna kill me

Staying gone

If this is how I feel

Girl how do you deal

With me saying goodbye to your face

You might be going through hell but

Don't know how to help ya

The least I can do is give you space

So I've been staying gone

Yeah I've been staying gone

Yeah I've been staying gone

Away from your friends

Seeing them sends

Me back into this 100 proof

Baby I've been staying gone

Every day ends

Off the deep end

Just drowning out the thought of you

I keep on

Fighting like hell

To not wanna call ya

Wondering if I should've never called it off

Yeah baby

Leaving you hurt

But what's even worse

Is trying to move on

Cuz it's gonna kill me

Staying gone

It's gonna kill me

Staying gone