I wear a smile
And a proper attitude on me
To show you how
Today I am feeling terrific
Why don't you see?
I am just pretending to be
Flawless
And emotionless
But there's something going on with me
Yeah
Going on with me
Well
Tons of things that I drag
Heavily like a convict's ball
I won't disagree
Yeah
I won't disagree
Well
You know
I love
To ruin everything I believed in
To mess up and
Throw it all away
I'm sorry honey but I
I have to admit that I've tried
I've tried to feel good
Few months later
Here I am
Just still dealing with this
The fortress that
I've built just no longer exists
Why can't you see?
I feel like a naked baby
Vulnerable
And assailable
Cuz there's something going on with me
Yeah
Going on with me
Well
They've always loved to
Ruin everything I believed in
To mess up and throw it all away
I'm sorry honey but I
I have to admit that I've tried
But I can't spend one more night exhausting you
With my incapacity to face up to this reality
I'm going to face the fact that
I'll never be good enough
Not enough for you
I'll never be good enough for anyone
Never been good enough for me
My mind called me and told me so
I'm going to face the fact that I
I'll mess up and throw it all away
I'm sorry honey but I
I have to admit that I've tried
But I can't spend one more night exhausting you
With my incapacity
To face up to this reality
I'm going to face the fact that
I'll never be good enough
And never feel good
