You Won’t Even Let Me Go

Tried to turn my mum against me Say I'm crazy and again, I gave her everything Fuck, she really broke my heart again I just need some time I'm tryna think straight (What? MiSTah Kye mixed this on a phone?) 'Cause I need someone who loves me And I know it don't come easily And maybe I'm just not good enough at all to feel love (Hehe LS TheProducer) So how am I supposed to let go? When you won't let me let go And maybe I'm just not good enough at all to feel love I'm addicted to love feels like I'm on drugs I'm fucked, you been fucking me up So I was tryna recover and give it all up But I think I relapsed 'cause you're back in my palms I tried pulling back, pulled back to the max And snapped, snapped like elastic band Now I'm in two halves cuh I don't understand 'Cause you left me to hang now you wanna come back You took me out like garbage, least that's what I thought Our love, our trust, you tarnished Thought it was me getting driven around But it turns out, you was in the dumping ground Realized who I was and I dropped my crown Fuck that now nobody's stopping me now Threw you out of my mind, you won't come back around Then boom and you rang, where do I go now? You tell me, that you're sorry You tell me, we should work this out You tell me, you been seeing me work And putting me first, now you're feeling proud But me I can't work this out 'Cause you really did let me down I got back up now you're tryna come back And I really don't know what to do right now 'Cause I'm in two minds when it comes to love 'Cause I wanna go back but I should stay back This time yeah we might just work Or maybe I should let this burn But letting it burn will light up the smoke And I know I'll choke and make it worse (Fuck) Yeah I wanna let go, you ain't letting me go How can I let go? I feel like my neck's tied up in rope 'Cause you won't even let me go I don't wanna fall too deep 'cause I know I'll pass Hang loose and lose my throat Low-key I been feeling high And high key I been feeling low Love is a drug and it has me slow Now I don't even know if I wanna let go She telling me that she wants some closure I don't know how that's making sense you're the one that left, why you play with my head I know love is a game, didn't think it was chess Spent 2 years and it made me a mess I try go clean but it made me stressed She wanna meet up, that's the ultimate test And I fucked up, shoulda wore a bulletproof vest But I stepped out, with a cast on my arm 'Cause I've always had my heart on my sleeve And I'm really intrigued so I might as well see Why she playing with me but I'm letting her speak And I'm seeing her face but it's making sick I don't know what to say but I'm keeping it quick But she grabbed my arm, it's fucked, I tripped I'm pissed, why she think she's slick Now I'm falling again and it's fucking me up Now it's spinning my head, no I can't give it up Don't leave me for dead, might give you a chance Now I'm missing your love, even though it was fucked You put a knife in my heart which broke it apart You won't do it again! Are you sure? Are you not? Don't lie to my face cuh I'm playing these cards, I folded Now I relapsed on drugs, it's love! (Fuck!) I'm sorry to my fans that thought I was strong I'm sorry to myself, I know that was dumb I coulda been up on stage getting paid But I chose the fate of feeling numb Made a whole album and called it recovery And tried to recover, it shoulda been done I shoulda been married to music Coulda been great but I guess I was losing Losing right now cuh I'm trapped in the cycle I'm stuck in a maze, can you help me out? I don't know if I can do this again I'm addicted to love, it's like crystal meth And I know drugs kill but fuck It I'm real She won't try it again but l really don't know how I feel 'Cause I'm in two minds when it comes to love 'Cause I wanna go back but I should stay back This time yeah we might just work Or maybe I should let this burn But letting it burn will light up the smoke And I know I'll choke and make it worse (Fuck) Yeah I wanna let go, you ain't letting me go How can I let go? I feel like my neck's tied up in rope 'Cause you won't even let me go I don't wanna fall too deep 'cause I know I'll pass Hang loose and lose my throat Low-key I been feeling high And high key I been feeling low Love is a drug and it has me slow Now I don't even know if I wanna let go (Hehe LS TheProducer) (What? MiSTah Kye, mixed this on a phone?)