It's Too Hard to Say Goodbye

This room is too bright, my lungs too tight

I can see my breath in the air tonight

I think I want to crash my car and fly to Mars

I want to sink into the stars tonight

Stop all of this screaming in my head

Pull the trigger, fill it up with lead

Tell my mom I'm sorry, but I tried

And it's too hard for me to say goodbye

I'm spinning 'round and around, playing lost and found

Do I see my soul over there? Not quite

I don't know where I'm going now, I'm driving round

But I'm blinded by the sound

I might

Stop all of this screaming in my head

Pull the trigger, fill it up with lead

Tell my mom I'm sorry, but I tried

And it's too hard for me to say goodbye