Sick

Hurricane above my bed frame Lying half-awake Caught inside the eye of the storm Begging my own heart for mercy Give me clarity Stitch me up where I've been torn I don't want it I, I don't need it I'm terrified of braving the unknown I don't want it I, I don't need it I'm buying time I can't face this alone I'm sick of dealing with the bad vibes The bad nights Sick of swallowing my damn pride I'm so tired Sick of running from the rain cloud In my mind Washing me away (washing me away) I'm sick of dealing with the bad vibes The bad nights Sick of swallowing my damn pride I'm so tired Sick of running from the rain cloud In my mind Washing me away (washing me away) Thunder crashing down the hallway Flood my dream state When it rains, yeah, it fucking pours Weather clouding up my headspace Fogging my brain Board the window and lock the door I don't want it I, I don't need it I'm terrified of braving the unknown I don't want it I, I don't need it I'm buying time I can't face this alone I'm sick of dealing with the bad vibes The bad nights Sick of swallowing my damn pride I'm so tired Sick of running from the rain cloud In my mind Washing me away (washing me away) I'm sick of dealing with the bad vibes The bad nights Sick of swallowing my damn pride I'm so tired Sick of running from the rain cloud In my mind Washing me away (washing me away) I'm lost in the wreckage you left in your wake See myself out, give you your space I'm lost in your promise I'm hoping in vain I see it all so clearly now Wasn't part of your future anyway I'm sick of dealing with the bad vibes The bad nights Sick of swallowing my damn pride I'm so tired Sick of running from the rain cloud In my mind Washing me away (washing me away) I'm sick of dealing with the bad vibes The bad nights Sick of swallowing my damn pride I'm so tired Sick of running from the rain cloud In my mind Washing me away (washing me away)