Heart of Gold

Drawing up a floor plan

Thought that you would understand

Every open argument was caught inside my headspace

I don't wanna do that

Taking all my words back

Silence would suffice for you

While I'm bleeding my honesty

I can't watch the only way you win

By making me cry

While getting your defenses up inside of your mind

What was the point of even letting me in your life?

To give up the fight?

What a damn lie

Did the falling make it easier to fly?

Unforgiving found new meaning in the night

Tired of doing what I was told

You'll never have my heart of gold

Wasn't without reasons

To ruin all my seasons

Digging through the piles with all the time we're leaving

Every night I come back

Sort of like a come down

Keeping your defenses on high

You won't let it die

I still wonder why the edge is broken out on your sword

The chain mail wrapped around you only makes it enforced

Swallow your pride and promises that never unfold

I just can't take it

What a damn lie

Did the falling make it easier to fly?

Unforgiving found new meaning in the night

Tired of doing what I was told

You'll never have my heart of gold

I saw it all

Second guessed the rise and the fall

Give me back my years that you stole from me