Unlived Love

His kisses make me shiver

He sings for me

Runs me like a river

He cares

He stares at me

Like I am more than enough

More than enough

So

Why am I not full of airplanes

Flying way up high, 'round in my stomach

My body is dragged to him

And I feel the chemistry

Is soothing my pain

Yet I'm bleeding

Redish rain

But what is the point

I'm in a completely different place

Lost my heart years ago

And I just can't erase

Those memories

For centuries

My thoughts are my enemies

Now that I'm being loved

I only want this unlived love

Now that I'm being loved

I only want this unlived love

This unlived love

This unlived love

Wondering if you are still with her

I drowned myself in shots of liquor

You're not there and I still care and do you know

That you were more than enough

For me

For me

But what is the point

I'm in a completely different place

Lost my heart years ago

And I just can't erase

Those memories

For centuries

My thoughts are my enemies

Now that I'm being loved

I only want this unlived love

Now that I'm being loved

I only want this unlived love

This unlived love

This unlived love

This unlived love

Give me this, give me this, give me this unlived love

Give me this, give me this, give me this unlived love

But what is the point

I'm in a completely different place

Lost my heart years ago

And I just can't erase

Those memories

For centuries

My thoughts are my enemies