There's Always Next Year

I didn't make a million pounds I hardly made the rent Don't think I could afford a house But I'll pay my therapist I said I'd do my loved ones proud I said I'd do my best But all I did was let you down While I let myself pretend I've got a few more years I check my skin it's pretty clear of wear I might not be too old But you know I'm not young enough to hear When you say there's always next year Like we're not running out of time You'll tell me that there's next year But you say that every time Saying that there's always next year Like we're not ageing over time Now I'm freaking out about freaking out the moment that you lie Saying that there's always next year It's like you don't see it Refuse to believe it It's like you don't perceive the time slowly speeding It's like you're not focused It's like you're not thinking Your minds off the pulse but your heart is still beating I know you've got problems You feel like you're losing But with every loss there's a lesson worth proving This game has no cheats And you don't get more lives So don't waste your breath telling me one more time You say there's always next year Like we're not running out of time Don't tell me that there's next year Cos you say that every time Saying that there's always next year Like we're not ageing over time And now I'm freaking out about freaking out the moment that you lie Saying that there's always next year What if there's not a next year Saying that there's always next year What if there's not a next year What if there's not a next year