Shazia

Listen when I tell you, The best thing you can do, Is be the best version of yourself To make your mum proud you get me, Your mum's gonna be watching you All the time bro, So make sure everything you do You keep her in mind, And be the best version of yourself, Be a lovely human, Help others, And achieve what the hell you can achieve, And what you wanna achieve you get me, And I mean that from my heart bro, I don't chat about trapping stabbings, But know that I felt real pain, Come like English lit, Pathetic fallacy the way I just see rain, Like I'm tryna make mum proud always, I'll never take off this chain, Memories all around me, And no one will ever forget her name, Mumzy told me don't be a sheep When you're moving around, I follow these words do my ting, No follow the crowd, A big heart and smile I always found, Like really really God had to take her now, I'm looking down, Big goals on me tryna make mum proud, Cah now she's gone I'll honour those words On my life I'll say it loud, Like she wanna be there but the cancer taking her down, Few weeks left been told, So I'm tryna be there no doubt, So I wanna be there fuck clout, I wanna be there till lights out, Then move on with the right route, With the right route, Be the best version of yourself To make your mum proud you get me, Your mum's gonna be watching you all the time bro, So make sure everything you do You keep her in mind, And be the best version of yourself, And that's the way I'm raised, I wanna be praised, With the news I felt so dazed, Prayers and that wish she could be saved, It don't work but she's not phased, She always tried to live her life since day, I was amazed, Now lemme be real, I never got euthanasia, Till mummy spent three years in pain you know, I swear it was hard to watch But at least the time was spent you know, She's watching over me But nothing can take the pain you know, For real the days are cold I'm really seeing rain you know, And that's how it goes, She told me don't self harm it ain't the one, I never do that after the pain of loss it's done, Can't do that to no one for real it's love, She was amazing another angel sent above, yo She kept smiling in the dark times, Looked up to her and now I'm lost like, She kept laughing in the dark times, Looked up to her and now I'm lost, You can hear the pain in my voice, We got two paths it's a choice, Getting support my brothers my boys, It don't feel real it's all white noise, Last words to her I love you forever, She wants success for me, I don't feel pressure, Cah I know that will happen Whatever the weather, Best mum on my life She could never been better, All the people blessed to meet her She will be missed, How many times I thought She could still be here I wished, All the people she touched she loved You got a gift, And I felt the love g, God sent me a gift in the hardest time for me, That's the realest I weren't so blind to see, God knocks you down to bring you back up, Gotta wait the time and trust you'll stand up, The hardship makes you stronger, You might think you got no luck, To hear those words 'I got you', It just means so much. So I thank you lot for the love, I'll rise up better than ever Just wait on me just trust, I'll rise up better than ever Just wait on me just trust,