I was 18 you daydreamed I'd be a star

Making flights out to Hollywood, she my boulevard

You was always getting wasted on the forty-five

But we was right then and right there you couldn't lie

You couldn't lie

You couldn't lie

Remember nights at the tel', we're in the boulevard

Kept me safe and bright, you were my shining star

After eighteen years now, it's time to fly

Kept it crystal and hazy, now I'm surfing high

Wrecking havoc in grades like it's a nine to five

Man I made some great friends, and I can't say goodbye

Now I'm drifting and gliding on the sixty-five

Got my eyes on the sunset, life is passing by

I will follow

Wherever you are

And I'll fall in

I was 18 you daydreamed I'd be a star

Making flights out to Hollywood, she my boulevard

You was always getting wasted on the forty-five

But we was right then and right there you couldn't lie

We'll fly away, go out to Florida

My baby hates when I ignore her

All night long, my hearts in your city

I need you riding with me

I know these times ain't pretty to ya

Way back when we were on my couch

I was choking up tryna get words out

I had found what it meant to be someone else

And I can't apologize dawg that's just how I felt

And I can't control what my sister says on the internet but

I can face all I am, and I ain't ready yet.

It was hot outside, popsicles, sun rays

I had my shit together man, those were the old days

Back when Romil was teaching me the basics

Small kid, big dreams, meant for chasing

I looked like Jim Carrey, but a little dumber

Then my life changed, by the end of summer

But It's inside my blood, I can't escape it

My dreams grow bigger, and all y'all do is keep takin

Was it something I said? Did I make you impatient?

Like that time when you was in, or was it lost in conversation?

Like man I almost lost my brother, I can't spare you minutes

And when your world comes crumbling down that's how you know you feel it

I was missing something deeper, had to find my spirit

I'd take my life for you dawg, back then I'd really seen it

And when you needed place to stay, who was there to help?

I gave it all just for nothing, just so I could help

So I'm saying fuck you to the world, I'll do it all myself

And this time I'll mean it, and I'll see you in hell

Making my way down

Keeping my family real close

New boots got steel toes

New car but the same roads

That's just how I'm feeling

Don't give me the reasons

Got stars all on my ceiling

Making my way down

Keeping my family real close

New boots got steel toes

New car but the same roads

That's just how I'm feeling

Don't give me the reasons

I change like the seasons

I was 18 you daydreamed I'd be a star

Making flights out to Hollywood, she my boulevard

You was always getting wasted on the forty-five

But we was right then and right there you couldn't lie

We'll fly away, go out to Florida

My baby hates when I ignore her

All night long, my hearts in your city

I need you riding with me

I know these times ain't pretty to ya

I was 18 you daydreamed I'd be a star

Making flights out to Hollywood, she my boulevard

You was always getting wasted on the forty-five

But we was right then and right there you couldn't lie

Wasted on the forty-five

Wa-wasted on the forty-five

Wasted on the-

Wasted on the forty-five

Wa-wasted on the forty-five

Wasted on the-

Sometime soon, I'll find out

One day you won't be 'round

I know we'll make it through

I'll be there right with you

I was 18 you daydreamed I'd be a star

Making flights out to Hollywood, she my boulevard

You was always getting wasted on the forty-five

But we was right then and right there you couldn't lie