I think I need saving I got so much I regret

I got some apologies I owe but never said

I traded my problems for this money and respect

They say reap all that you sow but it's so hard to count threads lord

I think I need saving I got so much left to learn

Bridges to rebuild but instead I let them burn

I traded my problems for this success that I earned

They say reap all that you sow I guess I'll get what I deserve lord

My mama told me be proud my father he told me be tough

This is a game where they foul you gotta learn how to play rough

Please never listen to crowds and only listen to your gut

Please never follow a trend and only follow what you want

People take what they're aloud so please do not allow them much

Rules they are meant to be bent and boundaries breached to achieve a dream

Never be somebody's crutch unless it's your family or maybe your seed

They're gonna treat you repugnantly

They're gonna slander your name from the crowd but let them they still bought a seat

They're gonna tell you reap what you sow but never learn how to sow up their own seams

Go against all what they say and then once you blow up they will follow you faithfully just like the pope or a priest

Hear what you say as so potent like covid-19

I got the power of influence right at my finger tips like I'm in Lord of the Rings

I just hope with all this money, respect and this power my morals don't leave

I think that I

I think I need saving I got so much I regret

I got some apologies I owe but never said

I traded my problems for this money and respect

They say reap all that you sow but it's so hard to count threads lord

I think I need saving I got so much left to learn

Bridges to rebuild but instead I let them burn

I traded my problems for this success that I earned

They say reap all that you sow I guess I'll get what I deserve lord

It's crazy how life it can change

I remember all the days top ramen and Siracha sauce now it's ox tails with some diamond rocks

Only bought what was on sale now it's Saint Laurent

God what a joke I'm not the flashy type if I'm rich or poor I'll still shop at Ross

I need saving from the chopping block people closet to me put the world on my shoulders then call me out cause my posture's off

Beaten down my entire life ER visits gauze and cotton swabs

Now I make a profit and became a profit

Paying house payments with my catalog

Cash or card doesn't matter dog

If I make it rain it rains cats and dogs

You can buy the world but can't buy respect I just pray to god

That I paid my dues and the past dues off that I'll rise above like Lazarus

Cause I got way too much in common with liars and feins

Hate what I've done but I'm loving the man I'm becoming

See my life it changed when I realized I don't need saving from nobody else I need

I think I need saving I got so much I regret

I got some apologies I owe but never said

I traded my problems for this money and respect

They say reap all that you sow but it's so hard to count threads lord

I think I need saving I got so much left to learn

Bridges to rebuild but instead I let them burn

I traded my problems for this success that I earned

They say reap all that you sow I guess I'll get what I deserve lord

I think I need saving from my vices and myself

I'm so glad that they relate and I can help somebody else

I feel blessed to have this life but at times I'm overwhelmed

They say reap all that you sow but I don't stitch my scars too well lord

I think I need saving I got so much I regret

I got some apologies I owe but never said

I traded my problems for this money and respect

They say reap all that you sow but it's so hard to count threads lord

I think I need saving I got so much left to learn

Bridges to rebuild but instead I let them burn

I traded my problems for this success that I earned

They say reap all that you sow I guess I'll get what I deserve lord