I Am Not There

This thing they talk about

How does it feel?

Am i supposed to know

Is this the real ?

Something in the air

I'm not really there

When will all those feelings come in

And life can begin

I am not there

The state that they're waiting for

I am not there

Do you need me feeling more

I know that what you say

is your reality

I only question its universality

If i never change

Could we stay the same?

Will i always feel like im behind

Blocked from the mind?

I am not there

The state that they're waiting for

I am not there

Do you need me feeling more

I am not there

The state that they're waiting for

I am not there

Do you need me feeling more

I am not there

The state that they're waiting for

I am not there

Do you need me feeling more

I might never get there

So what will I do

And if I never get there

Am I losing you