Why do I feel this way

Little shortness of breath, got a weight on my chest

Feel the pain in my neck, then my vision is next

And it's blurry, mind throwing punches with a flurry

Of maybes and wellses, all got me worried

The word anxiety, gives me anxiety

Let's just call it what it is, it's human debauchery

And if I die, I'mma find who made me

We're gonna talk about the manufacturing

If I hurt you, I promise I'm sorry

Karma's got your back, I'm forever hurting

And when I'm not, my world is turning

These panic attacks will be the death of me

Why do I feel this way

Why do I numb the pain

Why do I feel this way for all my life

Sometimes I forget to breathe

I try but I can rarely fall asleep

I'm always in the future or the past

Where only bad things happen to me

Ever since my daddy passed away

Waiting on a call to bring me to my knees

Like a puzzle I've been doing my whole life

Terrified I'm gonna lose another piece

I miss the sound of the ocean

I can hear it over my thoughts screaming at me

I'm drowning faster

These panic attacks will be the death of me

Why do I feel this way

Why do I numb the pain

Why do I feel this way for all my life

Why do I feel this way

Why do I feel this way