Ugly Side

I'm not my best today

And I'd be lying if said, "It's probably a phase"

I was born with a case

Of imperfections and a whole lot of mental disarray

I need to know why I'm Jekyll and Hyde

I wanna know what is up with me?

I need to know why I have these ugly sides

I get despicable for sure

I'd rather not have it show

Does that make me unlovable?

I feel it creeping up on me when I'm not watching

Uninvited, always there in my subconscious

There are parts of me I ghost

I suppress them for the most

If I could make them all go quiet, that'd be

Something

Keep calm and carry on

Wise words to live by, but I'm likely doing it all wrong

I can shine like the sun

But if I don't get it my way

Next thing you know, the storm is on

I need to know why I'm boiling inside

I am the worst of me sometimes

I need to know why I have these ugly sides

I get despicable for sure

I'd rather not have it show

I can be cute and lovable

I feel it creeping up on me when I'm not watching

Uninvited, always there in my subconscious

There are parts of me I ghost

I suppress them for the most

If I could make them all go quiet, that'd be

Something

Awesome

Awesome