Chowder

Need me, leave me be

Unraveled in sunlight

There's nowhere to hide

Black eyes see right through me

When I can't find myself

I never asked you for help

The weight crushing me

I couldn't stand on my own

Hopeless and dying alone

Trying to set myself free

I'm done with begging for truth

Wallowing in my abuse

My mind is balanced on the edge of a knife

Losing sleep

Walking vacant streets

I kick and scream, I'm lifted off my feet

Praying for the endless dream

And when it all goes dark, I'm swinging

From that tree by where

We first met

I poisoned my lungs

With every breath

And when our friends

Lay me to rest

Bury me face down

Next to you

A slave to my brain

I'm begging for change

But everything's the same

Get out of my own way

Don't want to walk away

I try to be okay

It's more than I can take

I want to break these chains

That hold me in my veins

Try to erase mistakes

So I can make an escape

From every choice that I make

I feel myself losing touch

With all of the spaces around me

Like a cut that wont bleed

I was on the run.

I never expected the same love

That I gave to someone.

Knees are trembling.

About to give e way to a mistake

That can't support its weight

Please don't leave me

I won't make it that far on my own

I can't do this alone

A story that ends in sleep

Could have been saved

But it was all just a waste

Left in my time of need

These thoughts I cant escape

They brought me to my fate

Pictured, six feet deep

Told me to be a man

I did the best that I can

A secret I can't keep

Hate me for who I am

It's all apart of the plan

And I hope that you never fucking forget

That your expectations can end a fucking life

Losing sleep

Walking vacant streets

I kick and scream, I'm lifted off my feet

Praying for the endless dream

and when it all goes dark, I'm swinging

From that tree by where

We first met

I poisoned my lungs

With every breath

And when our friends

Lay me to rest

Bury me face down

Next to you