Nose Job

I had a memory of something worth believing in

But you, you had a different emotion

I walk around scouting faces

Bodies I would buy

If I wasn't so afraid

Of the pain and the knife

Beause your eyes melt for the young ones now

With lust I thought I couldn't live without

I had a memory of something worth believing in but now

I'm doubting all my devotion

I could break the bones and start again

Break the bones and try again

I used to want to live in a hotel

I used to want to sleep in a warm bed next to you

I wanted and wanted til the wanting faded

I longed and longed until the longing changed it

And then I practiced longing for something new

I used to dream I was a folk-rock princess

I used to dream I was a blonde-banged popstar

I dreamed until my life was a split screen

Glass-eyed walking through an empty street

I'd break the bones and try again

Break the bones and try again

I could break the bones and try again

Break the bones and try again

I guess in the end you're just like me

Riddled with envy

Feel so alone when I have those dreams of being pretty

I heard you're sleeping in an airstream with your new boyfriend

Outside the studio he's working in

And I'm happy for you I guess, I guess

A couple bad splits really put things in perspective like how I used to have a mouth full of poison

All my friends were the same

I used to write down the names of anyone who hurt me til I was miserable with no one to blame

And I used to dream of sitting in your front row

I used to dream of playing a sold out show just for you

I could break the bones and try again

Break the bones and try again

I could break the bones to heal disappointment

Not a cloud above my head all the time

I could break the bones, stop the rain

Break the bones and be satisfied

Oh, break the bones and be satisfied