Blurred Vision

Desperate to end the decline

And I'm shrouded in failure of my own design

A consequence of a brittle mind

Reflecting on my shame and denial

My faith feels contrived

There's no place left to go

Burned from the path I chose

To keep me from the cold in my heart

Burned every bridge I've made

Numbed myself from pain

To keep me from the cold in my heart

I found out more about myself than I'd ever care to know

I can't believe its me

Who was I before this nervous wreck?

A blurred vision of who I was

And who I'm supposed to be

Desperate for hope to part these waves of sadness

Can I stay afloat in this sea of anguish?

I've burned every bridge I've made

Burned everything that tethered me to your embrace

I look to find a path

I look to starlit skies to find myself again