How do I write my own melody

Im not hearing what I really need

Sink into the bottom so I see

What I can find underneath

I need my distance

Make it all make sense

I

Try

To fall in deep

So I see

The root of what I'm feeling

Underneath

I know, I know

It's harder when we have to

Let go

Let go, let go

Of all that I have ever known

You know I'm not giving you enough

And I can't do it even though I wish I could, I did

Never thought It wouldn't be enough

Growing places that we've never been

Begin again

I can hear it echo in the night

It's her again, yelling at me to be listening

All She wanted was to feel alive

Fighting

To Begin her being

I won't make her hide again

I won't deny

And I won't let her fall again

I feel light

Now when underneath

I hear my Melodie's

The root of what I'm feeling

All I see

Underneath

Nd I can't hide it

To fall in deep so I see

Underneath

Underneath