I tried so hard

But I only get so far

Ay, yeah, yeah, yeah, bitch

I just wanna feel the real love that I felt when I first started

It's that freshman year shit

Fallin' in love so fuckin' quick

Yeah, blow her back out

Put that bitch in my fuckin' house

I be fallin' so quick

It's like it's so new again

Yeah, I just know I'm so sorry

Falling in love, commitment issues, baby

Yeah, I gotta fucking work on them

Someone tell me that I'm doing good

Know I didn't try

Had to cheat on you

Fucking hate myself for that

I wish I could get it back

All that good relationship shit's in the past

Wanna drink all night

Can't think my mind, let link until I blink and see everything is a dream

I just wanna be with you, I don't wanna fight with you

All of my thoughts are coming to a end

I wanna sing

I wish I can be your king

Before I'm dead, gone, swinging with a rope around my throat

Everything I wrote is my suicide note