Talking To You

In my head

I'm still talking to you

Me and your ghost

We're still watching cartoons

I've been yelling

Yelling for so long I-

Think my voice is gone but

I don't want to stop

Thinking one day if I gave up

I might see you when I wake up

I hate my thoughts, when I'm thinking of you

I wonder how she did it

Didn't tell a soul

And kept it hidden

Did you feel any pain?

Did anyone cry your name?

I wonder if she didn't-

Would we still be friends?

I've been thinking

Thinking one day I might see you

Hopefully not real soon

I just wanna sleep

I will never be not be bluffing

I'm a coward, scared of nothing!