Til My Heart Stops (feat. Alessandra Salinas)

Look

Don't judge me just listen

You ain't in this position

Know the choices was limited, had to make a decision

Dig a hole or climb the ladder, learned that both was a given

Know the **** you die as gone reflect how you living

When inspiration abandoned me I just leaned on intention

This potential God granted me got me slidin' my pivot

Travelin off, passionate thoughts still drivin' my vision

Led with my heart, I'm the spark mind that Pac mentioned

We all got shit in the way (weigh) I'm just scaling it different

They grew Pinocchi-nose, I'm more Geppetto Hendrix

Manipulating strings being pulled to triple interest

Can't keep walkin on eggs shells cause **** timid

Grown men ready to crash out off the words of bitches

Claimin they real ****, makes the term less appealing

If these who you lookin up to, find a better ceiling

Mine is more sistine chapel with halos tiltin, spirits spillin'

Outta my chalice I'm steady sippin', while **** still

Linin up beef how foreman grill it

I'm on a mission to sweep-stakes to ensure winnings

Or bear arms like we came home to the porridge missing

Foreal

I don't wanna hold out

Cuz I can't let you down

So I let it flow out

Til my heart's giving out

Look,

And **** wanna know my story and what it's bout

I just tell em I had to build a arch during a drought

I knew my reign would come outta these clouds of doubt

I said less and put in work **** what's the hate about?

You ain't have to believe in me cause I seen it in me

When I looked in the mirror, I'm who I needed to be

I thanked God for the lessons most **** seen as defeat

Emotions repeatedly tested, stayed pristine through the grief

Lost lil sis to a bullet, bro from a OD

Still at a loss for words shit, so I just don't speak

Came to grips with the fact I'm more detached than I might lead

I love you but I'm prepared for the day you might try me

So unhealthy

Cuz they act close to sincere like T-Boz in Belly

To be the one to twist the knife when you're not as ready

Just leave the prints (Prince) and disappear like Machiavelli

It's on you to pick yourself up when life too heavy

My mommas worried my life's too sporadic

Me and my decisions is all that's gone fit in my casket

Is my reply, though furthest thing from a lie

I can see it in her eyes it's more emotion she's probably masking

I'm just flicking my ashes, exhale the stress that's been passive

Won't tell you how it's gone happen, just know I'm finna be massive

Bigger than luck, trust, a dream is just something imagined

Powers in the shit I made real when I acted on passions

Truth

Yeah

I don't wanna hold out

Cuz I can't let you down

So I let it flow out

Til my heart's giving out