Skin

I realized that today I turn 20

30 sessions in, I feel better already

Learned how I tick more when I'm feelin' worried

I'm not off the rocks, and I blem every mornin'

Ah-ah, mm-hm

I finally blocked you, said bye to your sister

She started to cry 'cause I told her I missed ya

But you left your nails on the curves of my body

So I lock the door now, and leave the bath runnin'

Ah-ah, mm-hm

My skin is new, seven years on

Your touch is lost with the dust on the floor

Without you, try to rewire my brain

To love with my armour off

My skin is free, seven years gone

My flesh, unseen, how great to be

Without you, I'm as alive as a lion

I'm finally thrivin'

You once pulled a tantrum like you were a child

I was exhausted, but still made you smile

Let you tuck me to bed with the lust of your stare

With your lips curled around me and hands in my hair

With a syncopated heartbeat, I struggle with air

I might've been young, but I was aware

What I thought was a fever dream I had of you

Has caught up with me now, it was true, it's always been true

Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, ooh, oh-oh-oh

Ooh, oh-oh-oh, ah

My skin is new, seven years on

Your touch is lost with the dust on the floor

Without you, try to rewire my brain

To love with my armour off

My skin is free, seven years gone

My flesh, unseen, how great to be

Without you, I'm as alive as a lion

I'm finally thrivin'

Yeah, oh-oh

Ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh

Yeah