I can't even talk about it

Wish that I could burn it from my skin

Overthink my conversations

Crawl into your skull so I fit in

Maybe I would feel much lighter

Replicating faces in the room

My collar feels a little tighter

Imagining the life I'd live as you

If I shave my head

Wear bigger clothes instead, would you see?

Hide under your bed

Become smaller like you want me to be

Bury all my friends

Get rid of full androgyny

Leave behind their heads

All the ones that look like me

I hate saying the right things

'Cause I can't keep on living like this

Show up late to your parties

Stressing over looking like–

Say my clothes they don't fit right

Bathroom mirror's telling lies

I hate saying the right things

'Cause I can't keep on living like this

Hair a little longer

Clothes a little tighter

If I fix my posture

Put me in a costume

Take care of my body

Would you really like me?

Would you really, really, really, really, really like me?

Mimic all your movements

Make the small improvements

I've got all the answers, but I'm too afraid to use them

Just a little makeup

If I don't change much

Would we have to break up?

If I shave my head

Wear bigger clothes instead, would you see?

Leave behind their heads

All the ones that look like me

I hate saying the right thing

'Cause I can't keep on living like this

Show up late to your parties

Stressing over looking like–

Say my clothes they don't fit right

Bathroom mirror's telling lies

I hate saying the right things

'Cause I can't keep on living like this

Failed as a boy

I failed as a girl

Sometimes I swap my body, it's a weird world

I know that it's pathetic

Think I always knew

'Cause you don't really get it

That's because you're you

I hate saying the right things

'Cause I can't keep on living like this

Show up late to your parties

Stressing over looking like–

Say my clothes they don't fit right

Bathroom mirror's telling lies

I hate saying the right things

'Cause I can't keep on living like this