What If?

It's not that simple, you've got too much faith to feel so little I know it's always written in scriptures and pictures But I always come up blank Can't keep track of all I'm missing I've got too much pride to feel this distant You know if you're moments from breaking I swear it won't always be like this Give me a year, I won't be where I've been Meet you in Paris, can sit on the terrace, nowhere to begin What if (what if) I don't (I don't) Have the answers and I can't be what you want? (What you want) What if (what if) you go (you go) Leave quick, then I'm stuck in all of this alone? (All of this alone) What if? It's so damn hard to see, you've got so much love it starts to bleed I know your pages in cages that keep you awake Whatever you believe the truth is Sometimes we can't help but feel this useless We know as long as you stay far away from those places It'll be ok Give me a year, I won't be where I've been Stuck in this circus, finding my purpose And where you fit in What if (what if) I don't (I don't) Have the answers and I can't be what you want? (What you want) What if (what if) you go (you go) Leave quick, then I'm stuck in all of this alone? (All of this alone) Losing my grip, going down in this ship I'm so worried 'bout nothing, I'm so sick of this Keep chain-smoking ciggs and I'm trying to quit But there's always something cement in my chest Now everything's failing, my breath's getting quick And my spit's getting thicker, these teeth grind and grit Now I'm screaming your name, headed right for a cliff I'm so full of rage, my hands shake, give me a year