Damn Near Normal

A real job, good wife, two kids Don't know what exit I missed And this road I'm on is kinda dark alone Fake job, no wife, no kids Can't believe I'm livin' like this I'm always alone with no way home And here we go again, spiralin' And I'm all turned up like the Rio Grande Drink ten times the weight of a sober man Ain't startin' my day until 2 a.m. And I hate it, so I'm takin' A little melatonin and a bag of weed Plus fistful of Xans just to fall asleep Yeah, it's kind of different than it's supposed to be But that's damn near normal to me Highs, rock bottom lows Been six feet deeper than most I crawl out again and start spiralin' (Start spiralin') And I'm all turned up like the Rio Grande Drink ten times the weight of a sober man Ain't startin' my day until 2 a.m. And I hate it, so I'm takin' A little melatonin and a bag of weed Plus fistful of Xans just to fall asleep Yeah, it's kind of different than it's supposed to be But that's damn near normal to me That's damn near normal to me A little clarity, a little sanity Would be good for me Would be what I need Doin' the best I can So if I don't understand Why I'm all turned up like the Rio Grande Drink ten times the weight of a sober man Ain't startin' my day until 2 a.m. And I hate it, so I'm takin' A little melatonin and a bag of weed Plus fistful of xans just to fall asleep Yeah, it's kind of different than it's supposed to be But that's damn near normal to me That's damn near normal to me That's damn near normal to me That's damn near normal to me That's damn near normal to me