Growing out of growing pains
Just to find new ones
Bite my nails until they bleed
Chewing on my cold thumbs
Something doesn't feel right
Maybe that's a good thing
Making it uncomfortable
Making it off putting
Sink into to the shame of it
I shouldn't speak right now
I shouldn't touch you
But if you asked me now
I could love you
It shouldn't wear me down
It shouldn't crush you
But if you asked me now
I could love you
I don't know your skin yet
I don't know your friends
You give yourself in spoonfuls that are easy to ingest
I don't know your body
I could take a guess
I have seen your insides without taking off your dress
Sink into to the shame of it
I shouldn't speak right now
I shouldn't touch you
But if you asked me now
I could love you
It shouldn't wear me down
It shouldn't crush you
But if you asked me now
I could love you
I shouldn't speak right now
I shouldn't touch you
But if you showed me how
I could love you
It shouldn't scare me now
I shouldn't rush you
But if you asked me now
I could love you
I shouldn't speak right now
I shouldn't touch you
But if you asked me now
I could love you
It shouldn't wear me down
It shouldn't crush you
But if you asked me now
I could love you
