The God I Fear

Something is crawling inside of me

I try not to look at it, but it whispers in my ears

It's eating me from the inside

I just cannot let it go

I tried to hide it away, throw it away

Tear it apart into the pieces

Eating me alive, blinding my sight

Shutting everything from the inside

Something is crawling inside of me

And it keeps on staring into my closed eyes

Fake

The deformed God's spell

It seems so bright and I can't let go

Faith

It's corrupting religion

Why do I feel the glory?

The God I fear

The fake hope is eating me alive

The God I fear

I just can't deny

If I could be somebody tomorrow

Will I give up myself tonight?

Blinded by the hope inside

Facing my own worst enemy

I'm still holding on to it in sorrow

I just can't let this go

Walking away from the world

Kissing my own worst enemy

Something is growing inside of me

I see the shape of it, just doesn't fit the world

It's screaming louder from the inside

I just cannot shut it down

The God I fear

Why do I feel the light from you?

The God I fear

I just can't fight it

If I could be somebody tomorrow

Will I give up myself tonight?

If I see the light deep in the water

Will I take the dive this time?

I'm still holding on to it in sorrow

I just can't let this go

Walking away from the world

Kissing my own worst enemy

I won't let go

I won't let go 'til the end

Even if it's killing me

I'm holding on

Holding on

I'm dying with my own worst enemy