Living In

I stay locked in this familiar place where I can calm myself

I can forget everything that makes me afraid

I have never separated myself from this place

But I see that my haven is slowly fading

I'm living in this place where I can stay

I'm living in this place where I can stand

I don't wanna lose it

I don't wanna break it

I don't wanna throw it all away

Can't bring myself to tear me away from here

I just cling to what I know all alone

I keep building my fortress up

But it crumbles down like ruins

I see cracks in the walls and mold on the floor

It's flooding with tears

I can't see it anymore

I'm living in this place where I can stay

I'm living in this place where I can stand

I don't wanna lose it

I don't wanna break it

I don't wanna throw it all away

Can't bring myself to tear me away from here

I just cling to what I know all alone

Even laid siege to and ravaged

I will not hand this over

To those who would take it away from me

Even if every stone above me collapses

Let them fall around me

It's not possible for me to hand this place over

It's all I've ever known

I'm living in this place where I can stay

I'm living in this place where I can stand

I don't wanna lose it

I don't wanna break it

I don't wanna throw it all away

Can't bring myself to tear me away from here

I will never just give this all away

Even if every stone above me collapses

Just let them fall around me