Numb

I've partied sober, over and over

I've battled demons, had one in my heart put to rest

Still look for better days instead

Oh, you should've seen it, watchin' me screamin'

Most nights I'm wired, I'm drinkin', I just need some rest

To get these burnings off my chest

I paint a perfect picture in my head

But in reality, I burn instead

You got me so numb

Got me so numb

Happy to stay by you, stuck in denial, killing myself for a girl that expired

It happened so quick, couldn't keep up the risk gettin' lift

Old man's been tauntin', should've read the warning

This wasn't that consumed with liquor for my purpose

Watch the time tick, day and night went so quick in these four walls

Are set all alone in the pain

You got me a perfect picture in my head

But in reality, I burn instead

You got me so n-

Got me so numb

I paint a perfect picture in my head

But in reality, I burn instead