Keep You Around

I'll get up and help with the yard work

I let the outside noises always pull me under

And if I take some time to cry and just recover

Then maybe I can be there for my mother

And all those times are crystal clear

And it feels so safe to disappear

How will I get through this?

Shield myself in the color of your likeness

How am I still new to this?

Cover myself in the shade where I spread your ashes

I mean it when I say always

I let the outside noises lead me the wrong way

There's no success without the test of leaving you behind

I will meet you there when I'm done with here, you're always by my side

How will I get through this?

Shield myself in the color of your likeness

How am I still new to this?

Cover myself in the shade where I spread your ashes

I mean it when I say always, see it clear through the salt in your eyes

There's no other choice that I see

I just gotta move on now

I just gotta move on now

I hear you calling me somehow

I hear you calling me somehow

Know that I'll keep you around

I just gotta move on now

But I don't even know how

I know gotta move on now

You know you gotta move on now

How will I get through this?

Shield myself in the color of your likeness

How am I still new to this?

Cover myself in the shade where I spread your ashes