Appetite (OurVinyl Sessions)

I've been learning how to do all this living on my own

Been learning how to be alright with being all alone

and ive been learning bout the difference between healing and numbing pain

I put the bottle down a while but tonight shes calling out me name

Well i wish she gave me something that I could be angry for

I'll tell a lie to myself and reckon we just run our course

She said she prays i find whatever im lookin for

I held heaven in my hands and somehow I wanted more

Well im cursed by all this dreaming

The low and sinking feeling

I fear that one day I'll be satisfied

So you ran and took your cover

and moved back to your mothers

and left me here destroyed by appitite

The whiskey, white powder, and women take a pick of vice

Well every damn blonde seems to criple any good i find

I thought i had it all buckled, thought i had it under my control

till i put it on your shoulders and we crumbled under heavy load

So ive been trying to learn how to do sobriety

and not blame the world for the demons inside of me

and ive been learning this cross is mine and only mine to bear

That aint yours to hold upright no it just aint fair

Well this life that I've been leading

Has gone and sent you reeling

My song will ever make it all alright

So you ran and took your cover

and moved back to your mothers

and left me here destroyed by appitite

Well im cursed by all this dreaming

This low and sinking feeling

I fear that one day I'll be satisfied

So you ran and took your cover

and moved back to your mothers

and left me here destroyed by appetite