summer's gone

Leave me out to dry and rot

Obviously I cry a lot

Want me to be what I am not

Stuck in my head, I try a lot

I can't quiet my thoughts

Don't let them out this Pandoras Box

I ruined my wedding, now I wish I had a rope so I could still tie the knot

Leave my body cold as the North

Hangin' from the ceiling fan, spinnin' in circles

Die young, leave a beautiful corpse

I know that it's selfish, but it ain't to hurt you

I needed some peace from the war in my head I've been fighting for twenty years

Way too much PTSD to smile about anything, even if I had veneers

Only therapy that's workin' is when I'm on this microphone with my engineer

These songs are the only way that I can communicate with you when I'm no longer here

And fear of loneliness is solely responsible for why I ran everyone away

Searchin' for paradise when I was already in it is why it got took away

All that I ask is if I make it to Heaven from this life, I don't have to press replay

All I'm askin' you after a life of sinning if it's ever too late to pray?

Leave me out to dry and rot

Obviously I cry a lot

Want me to be what I am not

Stuck in my head, I try a lot

Mmm

Mmm

Mmm

Mmm-oh

Mmm-oh