The Case of Me

You love me say I light up the room And I make you happy like you never knew I know you need me to be ok So when you ask me I'll say I'm doing great And I wish I had the guts to tell you The case of me Outside there's a party Inside I'm at war And I wonder how I'll ever get through this Outside I'll be dancing Inside I'm on the floor And I wonder if you knew about this mess Would you still say I'm the best My mother she hates seeing me down She tells me to smile more so I smile as I drown And I'm sorry I'm not easy and light But I'm tired of shining so bright And I wish I had the guts to show you What lies beneath Outside there's a party Inside I'm at war And I wonder how I'll ever get through this Outside I'll be dancing Inside I'm on the floor And I wonder if you knew about this mess Would you still say I'm the best Can you tell my laugh is out of tune That my tears dry in the bathroom Would it be too hard for you to take Do you love me enough to let me break Just let me break Outside there's a party Inside I'm at war And I wonder how I'll ever get through this Outside I'll be dancing Inside I'm on the floor And I wonder if you knew about this mess If I showed you everything If I faced you and confess Would you still say I'm the best