Really Mean It

My eyes are wide

Mouth is dry

I’ve seen things I wish I hadn’t

Really seen

Don’t want to walk around deep in thought

Or sit down and talk it out

It gets clearer over time

Or I’ve got this the wrong way round

If I’ve worn out my welcome

Then I’ve just worn you down

Underneath your skin

I peeled it off and wore it out

My face is white

Lips are tight

Don’t wanna say something that I

I really mean

I really mean it

I really mean it

I really mean it

Mean it this time

My hair is blonde

Face is long

Don’t want to be something I’m not

I swear this is the last one

The last time I’ll try

Don’t want to look to set my sights on something bigger

Some little image

My narrow view

Imagining I’ve got some worthy vision

Something to do with the bigger picture

So this’ll be the last one

This’ll be the last time I ever try

This'll be the last song I ever write

My lips are tight

Thoughts to myself

Don’t want to say something that I

Mean this time