confession

I kissed a boy the other day, it was great

My grandad would be rolling in his grave, that's okay

I won't tell him if you don't

Not sure if I'm gay or I was bored

I'll have to kiss another one to know for sure

I'm changing

I don't know myself so always look for validation

That's an understatement and love's so overrated

But I've just gotta say that, 'cause I'm lonely

Secretly lonely all the time

And you've been on my mind, mind

I don't think I'll find the words but I can try, try

Sixteen year old me would've hated who I've become

That's fine, I knew nothing when I was young

I still want you if you want me too

'Cause I've changed but that's just what people do

I used to laugh about this stuff with my friends

But now I am the joke and I'm terrified of them

What they'll say, what they'll think

Who I am and who I've been

I've been hiding all the pain, will they look at me the same?

'Cause everyday it's been on my mind, mind, mind

I think about it all the time, time

Sixteen year old me would've hated who I've become

That's fine, I knew nothing when I was young

I still want you if you want me too

'Cause I've changed but that's just what people do

And I'm done tossing, turning in my bed at night

If I'm gonna live this life I won't live a lie

I still want you if you want me too

No, I still want you if you want me too

(oh, oh oh)

I still want you if you want me too

No, I still want you if you want me too

Oh, it's been on my mind, my mind

And I still want you if you want me too

But I've changed, 'cause that's what I'm supposed to do