Intwilbtmicai

Thrown back into ignorance so quickly here

You don't double check your pockets for change

Wish it wasn't written on your countenance so clear

You're not curious what other people face

Christian told me to take colder showers

Run the gap between reaction and response

I'm in denial that these little things make you better

I can't eat without feeling I'm on watch

I don't want to see my shoulders as I'm looking down at my feet

Trying to stop tracing all the veins

That decorate the arms of my surroundings

It's not the worst I've looked but the most I've cared about it

When I'm high on the shelf

You can hear I'm not there when shit happens

Touching hell in the early morning

Only way to get my hands on a sedative

Desperate to relinquish my escapism

To a line that marks a stubborn outsiderness

I don't mean to emphasize the way I let things drop

Between immediate highlights

It's repeated

Through an atmosphere of wanting

The fact of the intensity the first time

It's not the worst I've looked but the most I've cared about it

When I'm high on the shelf

You can hear I'm not there when shit happens

It's not the worst I've looked but the most I've cared about it

I wanna push you away

I wanna push you away

I wanna push you away

I wanna push you away