I made it through thanks to the pills

And this routine I knew so well

Cover your eyes and steel your heart

Just clench your jaw and trap these feelings in your mouth

But what if I can't let go

Straighten up and sit real still

Do that impression of your smile

I got so good it gave you chills

You said It was nice to see you happy for a while

Now what if I can't let go

Oh, oh, what if I can't let go

Oh, oh, what if I can't let go

I only sleep when I'm alone

When I'm alone all I do is sleep

It's just a trick of your mind that you could only feel like yourself

When you only feel like living for someone else

Now what if I can't let go

What do you when you realize it's the end of me

And you find out you're the enemy

What do you when you realize it's the end of me

And you find out you're the enemy

What do you when you realize it's the end of me

And you find out you're the enemy

Oh, oh, what if I can't let go

Oh, oh

Oh, oh, what if I can't let go

Oh, oh, what if I can't let go

Oh, oh, what if I can't let go

Oh, oh, what if I can't let go