Smoking Out The Window

You gon' make my heart stop

Sayin' that I'm gone, but I'm already here

It hit me when the mic dropped

I'm fallin' into pleasure and I fall into fear

I never wanna grow old

Breakin' promises to Mama, though I love her so dear

I'm smokin' out the window

Just tryin' to survive, but it's never so clear

If I break myself in two right now

I'll separate and feel out loud

Anxiety and pressure are my combination

Exploiting all the tragedy in human nature

I've got a million little scars I know will never heal...

Is it real?

You gon' make my heart stop

Sayin' that I'm gone, but I'm already here

It hit me when the mic dropped

I'm fallin' into pleasure and I fall into fear

I never wanna grow old

Breakin' promises to Mama, though I love her so dear

I'm smokin' out the window

Just tryin' to survive, but it's never so clear

If I take a step towards you right now

I'll suffocate my words with doubt

My head is filled with alarm bell sounds

Is it sickness or is it human?

Am I bleedin' or have I drown?

You gon' make my heart stop

Sayin' that I'm gone, but I'm already here

It hit me when the mic dropped

I'm fallin' into pleasure and I fall into fear

I never wanna grow old (old)

Breakin' promises to Mama, though I love her so dear

I'm smokin' out the window

Just tryin' to survive, but it's never so clear