I Said Hello

I said “hello,”

To feel better

Why today?

To say I'm sorry

I hope and pray that god is still my friend

Losing left alone and everything is backwards

Not again

I know

It's real

I know better

I feel like I don't know

I'm left with stones

Why does everyone just wear me out?

Seems like I don't even notice

Everyone smells like sauerkraut