Afterlife

I feel like it isn’t fair

I was my worst in my twenties

You say you already there

But how can you know that you’re ready?

We’re one in a million

That’s thousands in billions

We’re not alone

I don’t wanna know

What it would feel like

To be my own

I don’t ever want you to figure it out

And open your eyes

See what is waiting and you’re missing out

No, I don’t wanna know

What I would say

In the midst of the break

It’d be more than I can take

If you’re leaving me now

What’s the point of the ride

I don’t wanna live in our afterlife

I had to fail a few times

Simple mistakes, there were many

Hope that turned into let downs

With you I knew I was ready

We’re one in a million

That’s thousands in billions

We’re not alone

There’s a hole in the sky

A river on fire

In our afterlife

Can you see me?

I don’t wanna know

What it would feel like

To be my own

I don’t ever want you to figure it out

And open your eyes

I don’t wanna live in our afterlife