If I Die In a Cage I Lose a Bet (feat. Leyka)

What the hell is wrong with me?

I can't breathe on my own

My lungs they fail me when I try

To hold the weight of the world on my chest

I'm concious of my fears

Dissociating when I'm scared

I'm resignating to my faith now

My whole life is a fight against me

A hopeless battle that I can't seem to win or lose

The cuts in my flesh are deep and critical

Broken bones make it hard to move and go on like this

You know I'll be alright at some point of my life

But now I need some time to get out alive

I'm on my meds right now. Guess I will make it somehow

You should not be afraid to call for aid

Call me crazy or self abusive

But never call me when I'm on the urge to break

I'm on the edge of self mutilation

There ain't no pills to cure all my symptoms

You know I'll be alright at some point of my life

But now I need some time to get out alive

I'm on my meds right now. Guess I will make it somehow

You should not be afraid to call for aid

It comes in waves

I punish myself until I break

I can't erase my anger when I reflect myself

You know I'll be alright at some point of my life

But now I need some time to get out alive

I'm on my meds right now. Guess I will make it somehow

You should not be afraid to call for aid

Please leave me here and do not try to save me

I'm bleeding out. My cuts are too deep

I built my own cage within my broken mind

And if I die here at least it was worth the fight